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guys im gonna delete this profile cause i have no time to use it, and i barely go online. You can find me on instagram under iniquitous_art (: 
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Im still alive

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Hey guys, how've you been???
i started college this January, which is why I've been so absent lately. 
Im not going to turn this into a rant about not being able to study what I love (art) but holy shit, I really don't like biology as much as I thought. My dad didn't let me apply to art schools so now I'm studying biology. Studying something you truly don't feel passionate about takes a lot of energy (and happiness) away. 

What at are you guys up to? I hope you guys are studying something you like :lol:
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hey guyssss, its been such a long time since i wrote a journal. Anyways, i know i've been very absent lately. I graduated highschool and I'm working on lots of projects that I'll upload soon :la: 

I made an instagram account haha its iniquitous_art. I haven't uploaded anything yet, I'm still figuring out how to use it. 
How are you guys?
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Today, I realized that looking up creepy animals on my laptop such as these (don't click on that link if you don't like spiders, thats an awesome amblypyli btw) will successfully freak out any cute guy sitting behind me during class.
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Hello

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hello guys,
Im very thankful for all the support I get from all of you Hug 

Sorry Im taking ages to reply to your comments. My emotions have been kinda messed up, and interfere with my activities. Specially school, ugh I can't concentrate on anything or be productive in general.

To make everything worse, I like a guy from my class. It has been ages since i last felt this way and it sucks. We are very close friends and he kinda acts like he likes me too, which makes me feel all bubbly and warm inside. The problem is that a few weeks ago he told me that he liked another girl, which obviously made me feel like shit (he still doesn't know how i feel about him) 
I know most of you have been through this situation. What would you guys do? would you tell him and risk the friendship, or would you ignore it and keep going on like nothing happened?
Ive been thinking about telling him and see what happens, maybe he likes me back? but I'm so scared of rejection and ruining the awesome friendship that we have.


 i feel so lost. 

Anyways, how are you? I'd like to hear from you I am a dummy! 


EDIT: I feel so pathetic now, he obviously didn't like me back
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